Dreams of Mine

2010-07-24T18:23:00.001+08:00

KeixHikari LURBBBBSSSS

Haiz... Today online Audition again.. See my laopo/sis shy shy. Today at training actually can dont go de. I got mc ar... But never mind go play awhile also good.Anyways, today the toopid lim ko pi go say my friend noob/no brain asshole lor. Like she got brain like that. Then the whole sec2 went out for lunch! Sherry left early when her mother came. Then Chantel also let for her swimming class. Then Bryan and Amanda took LRT home. WOO left me,jiayi,huiwen,dena and sherle went home tgt in 80 bus ! (Y) gathering bonding. WOO lets jy req-ing Evolution!

Kaichou wa Maid-sama!

2010-06-21T22:37:00.004+08:00

This is usui being scratched. Dam cute ok!

Hi guys long time no post worhx.I have decided to come back to blogging to write down my memories.;D

You see, i just came back from japan yesterday! Wooo boy it was so fun. My tourguide was so funny and helpful. Really thankful for showing me all the wonderful places in japan. ;D I really gained weight ok! I ate like 2 bowls of rice each meal excluding breakfast since breakfast didnt have any rice/gohan to eat. Haiz so sad lor.... Then we went shopping and i couldnt find kaichou wa maid-sama but i found kamen rider decade movie taisen 2010 which was supposed to come out on January but till now nowhere to be found. Maybe i will upload it hahax. Then the souviners. I didnt buy a lot since 1 keychain cost about $7? Sorry to my friends who didnt get to have the souviners. Really sorry. Hmmm ok then the summary is over. Lets talk about today. Today was training day. Went to school quite early.. But we slacked a lot since the inter-house today was played only by seniors and not juniors. So sianzzzz Tomorrow still need go back for inter-house somemore wear pe-attire -pui-. Toopid teacher lar.... Asssssssssss Hmph!!

Kaichou wa maid-sama = Misaki♥ x Usui♥

Fushigi Yuugi = Tamahome♥ x Miaka♥

Special A = Kei♥ x Hikari♥

Hakushaku to Yousei = Edgar♥ x Lydia♥

Gakuen Alice = Natsume♥ x Mikan♥

Skip Beat = Ren♥ x Kyoko♥

Pretear = Hayate♥ x Himeno♥

Ultra Maniac = Nina♥ x Tsujiai♥

Tsubasa Chronicles = Sakura♥ x Syaoran♥

Cardcaptor Sakura = Sakura♥ x Syaoran♥

La Corda D'oro = Len♥ x Kahoko♥

Dn Angel = Riku♥ x Daisuke♥

Gundam Seed Destiny = Shin♥ x Luna♥

Gundam Seed = Kira♥ x Lacus♥

Kyoshiro to Towa no Sora = Kyoshiro♥ x Kuu♥

Air = Yukito♥ x Misuzu♥

Ginban Kaleidscope = Pete♥ x Tazusa♥

Inuyasha = Kagome♥ x Inuyasha♥

Ichi Rittoru no Namida

2010-03-21T16:49:00.003+08:00

Ichi Rittoru no Namida = 1 litre of tears. Its a drama made from a real life story of a high school girl named Kitou Aya. She has an incurable disease. This series has made many viewers cried and allowed them to notice why they have to treasure their health and what they have now. I have learnt that we really cannot take life for granted. Although she has the sickness, she didnt give up. We wish to be like her. That is why i recommand u to watch this show... Its really saddening and education.

Prize presentation !!!

2010-02-19T19:54:00.002+08:00

Today we had a prize presentation for getting 4th in north-zone c division girls woooo its so nice the trophy also so big lor.... woah right? We got to naval base secondary school at about 3.20pm and we went to watch alot of matches. The match that got me going is the boys B division... They so pro lor... smack a spinning ball and continous smack till 1 is either out or unable to catch the ball.... Haiz wish we could play like them.. Enough of them... Now us.... We were the first to go up as they announced the results from 4th-1st. People who never played also get the medal.... Haiz... the ching sien hor... so kpkb lar get medal so what? Also not you play de.... Tsktsktsktsk!!!!!!!!!! So happy for what also..... Hmph! Never mind.... Anyways guys train hard for the nationals !!!! Muacks :D

Stupid Plastic Bag

2010-02-17T14:50:00.001+08:00

Today we played with nan chiau and anderson in table tennis. We won nan chiau with 4-1 and anderson we lost to a 2-3 haha but my friends did very well. We went into top 4 and into nationals woooooo gogo friends lets all train hard these weeks together :D. Then plastic bag(codename for a certain someone) asked me and sherry not to train because she said we will interupt the match going on. Then when our seniors was playing and smacking very very hard she never say anything... Stupid asshole lor... So pian xin 1..... Hmph! D:<.. Anyways congrats to us who entered and save the table tennis cca noobs !!!!!

A sad story i ever heard

2010-02-15T17:14:00.004+08:00

Story about a suffering girl called Furuta Junko in 1988-1989.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: KidnappedKept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriendRaped (over 400 times in total)Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run awayStarved and malnutritionedFed cockroaches to eat and urine to drinkForced to masturbateForced to strip in front of othersBurned with cigarette lightersForeign objects inserted into her vagina/anus
DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless timesFace held against concrete ground and jumped onHands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bagNose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouthDumbbells dropped onto her stomachVomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on armsFlammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fireBottle inserted into her anus, causing injury
DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burnsBeat with bamboo sticksFireworks inserted into anus and litHands smashed by weights and fingernails crackedBeaten with golf clubCigarettes inserted into vaginaBeaten with iron rods repeatedlyWinter; forced outside to sleep in balconySkewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding
DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto faceEyelids burned by cigarette lighterStabbed with sewing needles in chest areaLeft nipple cut and destroyed with pliersHot light bulb inserted into her vaginaHeavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertionUnable to urinate properlyInjuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroomEardrums severely damagedExtreme reduced brain size
DAY 40: Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”
January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day aloneBody mutilatedUnable to move from the ground
DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.
Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.
Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.
When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.
Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.
This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta’s unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.
Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.
Rest In Eternal Peace,Junko Furuta1989-Eternity

Home Economics!

2010-02-11T17:40:00.002+08:00

The cookies have raisins inside and the green one is my container

Yay today we did home econs after school and my partner and i made some cookies! They were soft like bread and easy to break but at the same time, very crispy.. MMMMM Jealous ya?? Hahas the cookies may not look nice but still ITS MY MASTER PIECE as its the first time i bake but not the first time i cook :D

Table tennis!!We Won!!

2010-02-10T18:28:00.002+08:00

Today we face off with presbyterian secondary school and we won 3 singles and 1 doubles. We wanted to dance the lollipop song but some people like ching sien dont want to dance waliew lor... Act act 1... Tsktsk.... Nvm we still win in all. We have to work hard to win anderson and nan chiau wor jyjys all!!! Muacks.

Now for my story... - I faced in singles 1. My opponent was a bat with long pimples. So we started and she only had 1 serve.. I was trembling furiously and i kept missing her smacks.... But this has made me strongly in my slices,cuts and backhand smack.. It was really a good match. Thanks alot and thank you for my friends who cheered so loudy for me.

No Mood Day

2009-12-28T20:03:00.003+08:00

Happy part --= Today i helped out alot on table tennis secondary 1 trial for the upcoming secondary ones in my school :D. I was supposed to go home at 11am,ended up i went home at about 5pm plus ++. Was dead tired + i didnt slept much yesterday. Haiz i almost fell asleep when typing this and using the computor and also when i was bathing. Hahax XD .

Unhappy part --= Its about auditionsea and about my fam. People from my fam have been leaving my fam right after they joined because they thought my fam was a hotel. I was so freaking fed up and decided to point _l_. I mean spare a thought for me? I handle the fam with care although im just a junior master. I do the blogging for the fam. Do editing for background/blogskin. Earn dens/money for donating. Help earn alot of fam points. Making the people feel like they are at home. Etc... And this is how those ungrateful people repay me - leaving the fam without a valid reason. Haiz i had enough. Just freaking fuck off man. I have always been in the fam for so long SOSOSOSOSOSO LONG and i havent had a complain about it. Why? - I believe someday it will rise and i have my family in the fam supporting me in many ways. And what do you beasts think? = Oh my god. This fam so lousy i join see see nia. So lousy till i want vomit. All the bad things Etc... Put yourselfs in my shoe and see whether this SUCKS or not _l_ . Dont join if you think you will leave because u want a proer and bigger and popular fam then dont even think of joining. Otherwise if you want your names appearing on megas from me (-TING~) then go ahead join and leave immediately and say your last wishes in auditionsea :D. Dont believe me then try it! _l_

Tired Day

2009-12-27T15:32:00.002+08:00

Today i couldnt wake up on time for my dance lesson and got quite a scolding from my teacher... Haiz...Also a new student came and she is dam flexible that i envy her and was thinking she'd laugh at me for being so ungraceful..Ended up i lost my confidence and started dancing randomly...Was quite in a bad mood....

Christmas eve ♥

2009-12-24T14:52:00.002+08:00

Just some old pictures if you want to see

Yo guys! hihi... long time no post uhh.. psps was very busy with AuditionSea and ~Evolution~ fam. Peepoos in audi i really love you all muacks. By the way guys... Today is CHIRSTMAS EVE~~~~ WOOOOO MUST STAY UP TILL MIDNIGHT TO SEND EACH OTHER MESSAGES KAYS? Thats it for today peepos hahax lolx kikx. ~Evolution~ I love you guys all muacks with lots of love from -TING~. Buaiix for now

2009-08-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

Im regretting alot of things that happened in my daily life.Im sad and worried for my future what should i do?Im confused and lonely for no one would hear my story. Although its vitual it still hurts my head alot. Can someone just tell me what to do. Get me out of the regretting world please.

2009-08-12T22:33:00.001+08:00

I am Having a headache ache ache and ache

Exams soon

2009-08-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

Exams is just starting tomorrow.Praying hard for everyone.Studied hard for the exams.Get good results and goodluck all.Hahas.I just started Dragonica but it looks like i will be stopping for it for awhile before the examinations finishes.

2009-08-09T22:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE I LOVE YOU :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD GIVE ME A HUG FOR YOUR 44TH BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR.Btw i hated the national theme song for this year.Haiz....

2009-07-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

Hahaha today during Table Tennis our school played with MayFlower secondary school.Its a mix school.It was funny when we shaked hand.We kept saying Thank You to every player and i kept laughing TOO funny le.Btw i played against someone called YunJie.She is quite pro though.Maybe im too noob but still won her.My smacks all went into net and kept losing points >< hahas i guess thats what is interesting today for the time being buaiix :D

Long time no post..

2009-06-25T17:21:00.002+08:00

Hey peepos..Very long time no posts cause im very lazy...Holidays ending soon.Havent finished my homeworks.So many things to do.Haiz Its a busy life..Just say today Yi Ting onlined in AuditionSea was so shocked!!!Hmmm she said she was rusty lerhs.Hmmm..My audi fam so not active almost no one to play with.Lucky i got milk(niu nai) TOOOT jie(redpreciouz)TOOOT kor(BananaBoi)and many more to pei me or i bored till i die le lor!..Haiz...So sianz.....Just say i very less play audition no time..And my main is just 20%away from me..Haiz life for human is truly painful..Sad..

STUPID SPORTS DAY

2009-05-27T16:14:00.002+08:00

STUPID FUCKER CIBAI NABEI IDIOT KANINABUCHAOCIBAI KANASAI TAMADA AHO BAKA BUTO ASSHOLE ASS UMPIRE. Asshole...Go and die lar please..So biased..Like when opponant hit the ball and it went out its still their ball.When my team throw out its the opponant's ball.Sucking Asshole!Then like nobody even cheering for us at all.When we play against Emilie 1,The stupid EMMA keep pushing the chair=I almost fell but i jumped cause im SMART.Keep pushing and elbowing.STUPID KNN FCKER.!The umpire so stupid 1 stepping so obvious also never see.BLIND PEOPLE LAR THEM...SO IDIOT AND STUPID..BRAINLESS.SO one-sided de TOOPID umpire.I feel like killing her.The idiot asshole.Whoever she is.Heck care she is an idiot if i get a chance to be an umpire i sure will revenage.And be biased to my own team.Since they did that to us its a mirror reflection that it should happen to them...Irritating also...Today the ching sien keep helping and machiam she very good want to be student council like that....WHO CARES???I MEAN WHT THE HECK LAR~

FINAL FANTASY DAY!!

2009-05-23T00:34:00.000+08:00

WOOOOO today was a super duper double plus happy day fer me!!!!!In the morning i went to school for table tennis CCA practise.Cool right?......VERY tiring 1 you know????Afternoon at about 3pm i went to Yi Ting's *void deck* to play badminton....We play lar and of course they lost to me wakakakakaka-Im too pro lawls...!!Then we listen to music and started singing lols..My singing is horrible and Yi Ting's singing is horrible and terrible and vegetable....Then i requested to play table tennis.She said 5more mins....Then we play overshot 5mins le lar....After that..We play ping pong...In public table.She like kiddo sia..Canot even hit lawls...Not really lar...Then i *teach* her and she say she can call me sensei le..I wanna kill her!!!KOROSI!!Then i went home by 5.30pm......OO bathed then took car to Esplande-To watch Distant World Music from FINAL FANTASY WOOHOOO!!MY FAVOURITE PART OF THE DAY!!!!Starts from 7.30pm ends at dont know what time as i left the concert hall early.

Final Fantasy VIII:Liberi Fatali

Final Fantasy X:To Zanarkand

Final Fantasy VIII:Dont be Afraid

Final Fantasy VII:Aerith's Theme

Final Fantasy I-III:Medley 2002

Final Fantasy V:Dear Friends

Final Fantasy IX:Vamo' alla Flamenco

Final Fantasy XI:Ronfaure

Final Fantasy series:Main Theme

Final Fantasy VII:Opening-Bombing Mission

Final Fantasy VIII:Fisherman's Horizon

Final Fantasy XI:Memoro de la Stono

Final Fantasy IV:Theme of Love

Final Fantasy series:Swing de Chocobo

Final Fantasy VIII:Love Grows

Final Fantasy Vi:Opera"Maria and Draco"

Final Fantasy (Did not hear clearly nor know what it is.)

Final Fantasy Advent Children:One Winged Angel

Conductor=Arnie Roth.

Composer=Nobuo Uematsu.

Mezzo-soprano=Anna Koor.

Tenor=Loi Seng.

Baritone=William Lam.

Music Director=Tze Law.

Chorus Master=Netson Kwei.

Performed by Victoria Chorale+Vocal Consort.

Sad to say that i actually was sitting at circle 3.Which is the top.But i could get a really good view though.My favourite was One Winged Angel and To Zanarkand.Dance to the music when they played.Hahas..Since i played most of the Final Fantasy games i knew many of the theme and music and song and soundtracks.My most favourite is Final Fantasy Versus XIII.But they only show 1997-2007.And Versus XIII comes out only at 2008 so sad it wasnt included.Hahas Even XIII wasnt included which was a pity.Well my story ends here for now.Hope in the future they have more orchestra of Final Fantasy and hopefully including XIII and Versus XIII.

my literature

2009-05-19T21:35:00.001+08:00

Locked the door behind my back.Never allow yourself to be revealed.Outdoors are dangerous dont come near.But Some people are waiting for you out of the door from your reach.Till the clock burst and u return to the person outside of the world in your heart.Never meant to hurt you just to play and bring a smile to your face....Leaving behind the mind that brings sadness and bringing happiness to each faces you met.Give someone some time.Living things needs time to start a fresh.Giving chances are ways to change.Giving love is for someone whom loves you too.Not to be selfish or jealous but to love and care for one another.
Hope you would understand this and if you readed this tell me what does this tell you in the HANDSTALK.

examinations over!

2009-05-15T15:31:00.001+08:00

YAY finally exams over!!!..WOOOO i think my english gonna fail..Chinese gonna fail....Lit gonna fail everything gonna fail lols...Just happy that exams are over..Time to chiong audi lerhs...Well more like my dar bo play le.So sad leave me alone!!Hahas nvm about that....Hmmmm Maybe do homework then play and play and play and chat chat chat all day long..So long never post because im too lazy to post..HAVING a BIG event then post like EXAMS OVER or MOTHER DAY or something....Just to celebrate commence this occasion!!!Lets party party!!

2.4km run

2009-04-25T10:03:00.003+08:00

WOW Today was such a very very tiring day!Secondary 1s and 3s running 2.4km today!OMG i came in 27th place out of 100++?Quite good le leh....For someone with no stamina like me..Ok not really no stamina-stamina that doesnt last me for that long since i stopped my running for few weeks due to studying issues..Let's just say today was a BIG BIG surprise as i did not expect that i could enter within 15minutes..Last time when i tried at the stadium,i ran like 20mins++ since i walked alot but this time i ran the whole thing and stopped when i felt like vomiting...I also ran with a friend who came in 29th place-Moira!She encouraged me and i encouraged her back^^Unfortunately,i sprint at the last round but she couldnt so she came in 29 instead of 28^^By the way, when i sprint i passed 1 person whom is the 28 person^^HAHAS i passed her as she was walking and i endured and end the last round..Omg so tired and almost out of breath...Then right,my seniors said,"Cynthia,can give me some of your cards?"I say cannot you must run yourself!Somemore she in netball i think=alot of stamina as their trainings require alot of stamina and running^^....Then went home with Kimberly-take bus number 82 lols 1 bus stop i can get down but i want more air-con so i sat for the second stop..Needa walk abit further though..Never mind i cooled down already^^....Then bought McFlurry with rainbow topping!OMG SO REFRESHING!!then go home lar!Ahahahahahaha

suntec city day @club

2009-04-21T18:51:00.002+08:00

Yue from CCS aka Cardcaptor Sakura

Today right i went to Suntec City Hall by MYSELF.First i bathe after i come home from school lar~~Of course if not i so smelly?After that took MRT from Hougang MRT to Douby Ghogt MRT?Then from there take another MRT to City Hall.I had to walk more than 2.4km which i needa run?For PFT....Lols cause right from the MRT station i walk and walk and walk and walk and walk and walk till i die le..I saw alot of Suntec City/Converstion sign board but couldnt find it..I was like WA SEH SO MANY BOARD STILL HAVENT REACH SO FUSTRATED!!!!Then i walked..saw Raffles City..Wondering...."Raffles ar?I going suntec leh..So better go City Links bah.."Then walked to city links..WOOOO SAW ANOTHER SUNTEC BOARD....still need walk very far....Went up and down the escalator alot of times sia!!SO TIRING!!!!I hate suntec so complicated for me so many places also......After i reached the fountain???Got 2ways i think for me to walk.So i took left side 1 walk and walk again..So far!!Then found a map direction...Went to look and see see saw @club at 3level...Donno how to get there so ask customer service..She asked me to go all the way ALL THE WAY to the end until i see G2000 which is like 20++shops away???700m++?After i said wa seh FINALLY i reached..After i go to the top...I dead again...I didnt know where to go..So went to check direction map....Eh i was thinking both dead ends connect to the Sky Garden so maybe @club is after the KOPITIAM...So i went across and i was right!!!!After i passed many shops in circles as they were arranged in circles???So i say @club Asiasoft Customer Service so happy^^After i see EH WHERE TO GO NO PLACE LE......i was thinking "Should i push the border so i can magically go in?Nah there's no such things...."So i went INSIDE the shops and to the back HEY I REACHED!! @CLUB!!!!! Omg at first i was afraid to go in..But still went inside hahas....Wa saw so many students playing computor sia!!!!Then i tell the person my problems....He ask me wait...While i watch all the asiasoft games.......So he said my whole account suspended but just have to wait a few days....I was like WHAT i came here and he tell me my account suspended and not kenna banned.......Was so not worth it...Never mind....After i went back to City Link's escalator....I remember something..My cousin account also kenna suspended i think he hacked thats why...So i called no 1 answered hahas too bad he cannot unban his account since hes lazy to go suntec mah he say so far away.......Then i reached home...All worn out and tired....Haiz next time want go Suntec City call me if you donno any directions^^....

NFA TEST

2009-04-15T19:29:00.002+08:00

Exercise is like skiing too!!

Today right....We had NFA test...5batteries/stations..My group first went to errr sit and reach...I reached till 41cm..actually is only 40.something..Teacher round off to 41 so get (A)..Then went to inclined pull up..Did 17 pull up then BOMB on the floor..Hand no strenght well sort of~~~After that right....Went to do shuttle run..In the HALL WHERE MY SHOE CAN SLIP LIKE 1M AWAY~~SO I FAILED F9...ran 14.2secs crazy lor...I was worried as if i did not retest today and retest another day..I will have to do ALL the 5stations/batteries again..Never mind..After this went to sit up..I done 34..Actually 31can le.My friend ask me do more...Do till i tired....Then i lay down....First time sia!!DID 30++lols ya i know very lousy....Then go standing broad jump...WOAH I JUMPED LESSER THAN WHEN I IN PRIMARY6 i JUMPED 175cm...Primary 6 i jumped 177CM lols 2cm lesser ahahaha!!!!Second try..No strenght left..So jump lighter get 163cm i think?Aiya lazy lor...My friend shehkkia jumped 200cm ++ siol..Cause she dam dam dam skinny and small....haha....Then went around borrowing shoe for shuttle run..Then belinda said lent all of us...So i was thinking i ask my other friend and i was thinking I SURE CANNOT FIT INTO HER SHOE..HER SHOE LIKE SO MUCH SMALLER THAN MINE!!!BUT I FITTED IN!!Very small though..Abit tight lar~~But still good so i wont feel like it will come out and can run well..From 14.2 to 11.0 ooooo..So now all my 5batteries/stations are all A's'!!!!!!!WOOO I SO HAPPY...But too early to be happy..Still got 2.4km run haiz that 1 i sure will die unless my stamina havent dropped that much lor..~~~

2009-04-12T10:47:00.003+08:00

Kiss's meanings

Kiss on the hand

I adore you

Kiss on the cheek

I just want to be friends

Kiss on the neck

I want you

Kiss on the lips

I love you

Kiss on the ears

I am just playing

Look my in the eyes

Kiss me

Playing with your hair

I cant live without you

Hand on wrist

I love you to much to let you go

Girls:

If any guys gets fresh with you,slap him.

Guys:

If any girl slaps you,her intentions are still good.

Girls and Boys:

Close your eyes when kissing,it is rude to stare

Step 1

Thou shall not squeeze too hard

2

Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.

3

Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder 3. How cute they look when they sleep 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world 6. How cute they are when they eat 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth 11. How cute they are when they argue 12. The way her hand always finds yours 13. The way they smile 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight 15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later.... 16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them 17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you' 18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you... 19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry 20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly 21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt 22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)! 23. The way they say 'I miss you' 24. The way you miss them 25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt

stupid!!

2009-04-10T18:25:00.004+08:00

Today was tiring indeed...Long time no post as im VERY VERY SUPER DUPER FUPER busy...By the way.Today was good friday and many people went to pray for their dear ones who have departed from this world.We went at about 7am in the morning.Still there were very many people and my dad couldnt find a parking lot.Luckily,someone was going out and there was a slot for my dad to park....After we went to the table where we placed our offerings...Twice in a row,i burnt my hand when the fire form the joss stick dropped on my hand.It was painful though...Then right..My dad ask me go pray at the (di zhang wang pu sa) in the middle..I searched but couldnt find it.Then went back to daddy again..Then go find again..Then found it lor....My mummy was there...I wished that i would study hard...Lame right!After that we went into the place where they place the ashes in a container and place their faces on the container.....We went to my grandmother's first...Her's was like so special as it was on the top floor with air conditioner and very very neat and nice container...I prayed for her...I missed her alot too you know..She was a loving grandmother...Loves me alot....(sob sob)..After we went to see my mother's/father's grandparents who are called (ah zhou)in chinese...I was like holding the ladder for everyone to go up and look at their faces...and pray of course lar!!Then right most of my family members are considered big size and i had sweatness holding the ladder..Lols~~~Then we went to pray for someone i dont know..My dad's side de family....Just pray lar..Then went to see my oldest uncle who passed away..Oldest as in the first to be born..He departed before i was even born so i dont know who he is nor how he looks like...Yep..Thats about it for praying....Now lets say...YiTing very weird lor...She shouldnt have asked me to go out if she knew that she would be going praying today and blah blah blah....Bah never mind........Playing the computor and studying is much more better i guess.....Since she said she's tired so no choice....

Not a fun day

2009-03-27T19:20:00.002+08:00

I so did not have fun today....SO DID NOT NOT GET IT?Not really anything much to talk about..Cause not in the mood....Very not in the mood.....My wish is that..My table tennis will get better but that would not happen FOREVER!!!.....Maybe the post is this short...Then sorry...Cause im in emo/depressed state now...........Im sorry if you visit this and thinks this is boring....Really sorry...Gomenasai^^....

I HATE HER!!

2009-03-24T17:36:00.002+08:00

I HATE *PARTICULAR TEACHER*RAI.SHE VERY WHAT DE LOR....I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT THE QUESTION ASKING SHE SAY I NEVER DO MY HOMEWORK.I ANSWER WRONG LE EXPECT ME TO GIVE YOU ANSWER MEH??SOMEMORE WHAT SHE SCIENCE TEACHER CARE ABOUT MY NAIL SO MUCH!!I NEED THEM FOR WASHING HAIR NOTHING WRONG WHAT.NOT LIKE FOR KILLING PEOPLE OR SOMETHING...STUPID STUPID I HATE HER I HATE HER i HATE THIS KIND OF TEACHER.SOMEMORE WHAT DONT LET ME SIT DOWN IZZIT?WHEN I CANNOT ANSWER MEANS I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DO.SAY WHAT I NEVER DO HOMEWORK.I DO WRONG ALSO GOT PROBLEM AR GOT BREAK SCHOOL RULE MEH.SHE SHOULD HAVE JUST GONE THROUGH ALL THE QUESTIONS.GO THROUGH TILL I CANNOT ANSWER THEN SHE START ANSWERING THE QUESTION HERSELF.YOU THINK WHAT I AM A DOG AR?NOT HUMAN LAR.I GOT VERY DAM SMART BRAIN LAR.IF GOT I GO RGS*RAFFLES GIRLS SCHOOL*ALREADY LOR.But sometimes.I keep thinking im useless.....Im the kind of people who doesnt attract anyone to be my friend......I was always kept in the dark......Im those who are stupid...i HATE myself..I really hate being born to this world with this kind of teacher....I just wish she would go away and chemisty teacher would come in......I really hate her and myself...But i HATE her MORE than Myself.......I just hope nobody would become like me...i also though that i am not qualified to be in 1endurance...Its a good class you know...Im like the worse.....Cannot be in that class...Maybe i belong to NA/NT.....Just tell me...No1 can release me right?........

Too Tiring

2009-03-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

Too tired today sama sama lar~~Cute hor the cat??Haha~~Meow~~ Wa seh today really dam tired...Ran 2rounds around the school just because someone was late for practise...So idiotic..Become the cause of why we ran...Plus pushup..15of them..Must do and the seniors watching us wa seh so stressed and tiring want us to die lor....I can manage lar...Mostly i can do is 10 when im not tired...BUT when we do the pushups was after running 2rounds and my leg was all wobbly and my shoe also slippery so keep slipping....Then hard to do pushup till 15.....After that contiune playing table tennis lar....Play with my friend Sherry....Hand too jelly-like le...So couldnt play properly....Keep hitting out....Then play tag team ... I tell my partner use too much strenght never hit table also no use.So i demostrated a VERY VERY HARD hit ball and it bounced right off the bat......and it was fast too..Cause too much power le...Aiyoyoyoyo.....I like my daddy say lor..I took the bus home by myself..Instead of calling him....Cause I WANT to be INDEPENDENT......Ate noodles.....After went to feed my ponies...Today i transfered 3ponies from side accounts to main accounts was so fortunate that no1 bought those ponies....Not like my black and white...I created 4 accounts all kenna sold off to other people cause my com lagged at that moment...I was like STUPID PEOPLE STUPID WANT A PONY LIKE THAT GO CREATE ANOTHER ACC LAR!!.......By the way...During table tennis..I was thinking i surely dropppppppp to CCA Team de....Then i will be sob sob sob cry cry...~~I have no confidence that i can stay in Table Tennis School Team....Haiz what do I do??Can someone tell me what to do...Im confused now.....

Tired day

2009-03-20T12:41:00.006+08:00

Disney Land Castle In HongKong!

YO.Long time no post,cause too busy with work and games hahas!!..Anyways,Let's talk about past.It was tiring for me to go to school for 4days... Cause on Monday,We had to go back for aestatics programme.Had to perform..Never really rehearsed but still went on.Plus the teacher called Esther,keep pointing out our bad points,i mean of course lar!!!U think what other groups can use script we cannot use so unfair plus i couldnt remember all the lines so of course i cannot speak loudly as usual lor...Then Tuesday,went back for Table Tennis....Haiz....So tired plus hot.Donno why they dont on the fans go cool abit.Lols...Then keep playing and playing...Wednesday was special though...My class went on a class outing....To Sentosa...It was BORING for ME....CAUSE my class went to play in the water while i look after their belongings..They ask me why i dont want to go and play i said i dont want to get wet ....I forgotten to bring my MP3 if not i wont be that bored looking after their things....Wanted to but forgotten to bring haiz!!Then go VIVOCITY look look see see ....Take train tatayimas!!Im home~....Yesterday hor..Even worse...I woke up at 12.22PM and i had to reach school by 1pm...I was like die die..So went to bathe a very quick bath....Like 5mins but clean lar!!!Duhh!!Then ran down to bus stop missed 1 bus..Was thinking die le die le..Wanted taxi but thought that dont want lar.....So waited for bus..Luckily it came quickly and the driver also drive quite fast so never late...I was PHEW~~Then forget to bring water bottle wanted to die so ask for break....Bought kickapoo....Milo and Tea drank till my stomach pain....Then contiuned playing with my friend HUIWEN...hahas yea thats about there.......Haiz i wonder if i could really get a good holiday....Instead of going to school,stay at home sleep or play or study or whatever....That's what a real holiday is....Never Mind Abiyous ..CYA tomorrow~~~

Idiotic Day

2009-03-13T19:31:00.005+08:00

And hor....When i sneezed in the hall...The stupid Sarah say MAKE SURE U DONT SPREAD THE GERMS...What kind of word is that...I even covered my mouth and she spit those words out..Shes too proud....Somemore when i put pongpong on her head in the stadium..She said DONT YOU MAKE MY HAIR MESSY OR something like that...So whatever lor...Not like she performing again what...Nor will any boys like her for her hairstyle.................

Stupid lor today...Suppose 10.45a.m. can go home le..Dragged till 11a.m. Somemore at 12.30pm have sport annunal...Then i was eating...Then ran downstairs...OMG I MISSED MY 136BUS!!!!..i was like die le die le sure late sure got detention...Cause must reach stadium at 12.30pm plus its was already 12pm le...Somemore the serangoon stadium so far!!!Then me and 2friends take taxi lor....Very fast..Then hor..My running position become reserve.......WTF LOR ..Somemore i wore sports shoe...But nbm lar i become messenger and ran alot too...So still got ran lar..Then overall my colour was 2nd!!!WOOOOO!!Then hor 1 funny thing.....IS that i missed 4BUSES!!!!4 LEH!!!WA LIEW SUPPOSELY I CAN GO HOME AT 6PM++BUT WAIT TILL 7.06PM THEN REACH HOME!!!WA SEH LOR....4BUSES filled with people till some stand on the steps...Haiz..But on the bus talk to my senior lor...She taking same bus as me mah~~~..Yea that's the interesting part hahas!!

Table tennis again!

2009-03-07T13:44:00.000+08:00

Today so tired again!!Long time no post no TIME!Today went school wooo table tennis lor.....My CCA so fun 1!!Then hor~My friends and i right?Play tag team half way..Got boys from Victoria Table Tennis(donno wht is that)Come into our gym...I was like (WHAT???)in my mind lar!Never say it out...Then we took turns to play the boys..Some secondary1 nia..Not fair lor they got more training than us..So better than us lar!..Incredible~.But i didnt get to play them cause i scared of losing but sure 1 lar i sure lose....Then i play with my friend play win 2-1score...Then another friend too tired le so lazy run to catch ball ball~So in the end she win lor...IF NOT I WIN DE!!IM TOO TIRED ONLY...She lor always use alot of strength thinking wht table tennis need strength meh???So irritating!!Haiz.....Then we pack up and go...But before that...Trudy(donno how spell)My SENIOR we make fun of her then we keep saying TRUDY GOT BOYFRIEND..Then she said you jealous ar??I said OF COURSE....NOT!@!!!!!hahas cause when the boys going home 1 of the boy still playing with her....Then we just guessing nia lar not real lor!HAHAS ..Sit bus return home old routine...Then my mum was like BAOBEI~~~~or something....She cooking noodles that i HATE...so ask my maid cook kimmochi noodles...That 1 spicy but nice!Before that...I ran on my trackmile for 1.2Km couldnt reach 1.6km too tired....Some more i ran up the stairs when i got home!!!!So wht lor!!Haiz nbm next time sure got more interesting things to say!

Nothing much.

2009-03-04T07:28:00.000+08:00

Not sure why i put him here.. Haiz...Today was too boring..Woke up at 5.30AM...But my father at home..Then i ask him why u never tell me..He say got but it was when i was sleeping and when he asked me i in dream mah so maybe i said aaaok....Because if my dad's at home i could sleep till 6.30Am....who cares at least i got to sleep in the sofa from 6.10-6.40Am...so cooling since singapore climate change from sunny to rainy...SSo nice!By the way today MS RAI NEVER COME ....Class woohooo dont know why maybe they hate her i no feeling lar!...Then the wang lao shi relief class...So good get to do own things...Wanted to read my book then Mrs Thiru came in for our Common test 1 results i get A1 again....Haha...Then hor raining i call daddy come fetch me but he ask raining anot??Then i say yes lor but hor then he say about lunch is my maid cook de...-Fish porridge i hate my maid cooking that porridge so i asked my daddy to ask her to cook NOODLES!...I love the noodles lor!!!DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM NICE!!!!Then open table do homeworks haiz so sian!!But easy to concentrate .....Then go feed my ponies lor...Wa heng lucky no1 bought my pony from other accounts...I was like PHEW!!!now now....Go in audi wanted to just take attendance but end up playing beat up which we lost...HAHA not my fault....And hor when my milo mei(changing name to -XIAOSHIMEI-)say she saving money to buy 10k cash to change name...So i tell her ok lor save more and buy yourself the spiky hair....Cause i told myself that i would not buy anymore .....So she say i can ren i say back her u not can ren meh?Think life is that easy to live?Had to make her understand wht being a human is all about...If not she will never learn..So just played 1 round take attendance then get out to watch my anime/drama/manga....While eating my dinner...That's all not interesting right?U must think i am lame~

Lame/Lonely

2009-03-03T09:08:00.000+08:00

Donno what to do!!

Aiyoyoyoyoyo!!!Today hor go school toopid Audrey lied to me say want play badminton with me in the end never...During CD LESSON almost fell asleep siol!!!So tired.Couldnt even write...WOOO Mrs Freeman wasnt here!!!Heng lor cause i dont know what to do for book review homework....Btw i told my friend wo hen ji muo.....I tell my friends i HATED MY SCHOOL AND MY CLASS.....AND THAT I DONT WANT TO STAY THERE FOR 4YEARS!!NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but hor no choice!!!!!!That's why i always ask teacher TEACHER CAN I DO INDIVIual WORK BUT SHE FORCED ME TO JOIN OTHER GROUP!!!WA LIEW~~~~cry lor~.....Haiz my ponies in ponystars are getting more and beautiful too!!Nbm nth to say again just write fer fun!

2009-02-28T11:34:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE TABLE TENNIS AND THE SENIORS!!!!SO FUN AND SO FRIENDLY!!!!!!COME COME!!!!!!!OMG I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!FINALLY LEARNED THE TECHNIQUE TO START A TENNIS MATCH GOING!!OMG IT WAS LIKE SO FAST....MANY A TIMES I HIT DAM HARD CAUSE LAST TIME I INNETBALL NEED THROW HARD MA~~~SO HOR BUT HOR THE SENIOR TRAINING ME NO ANGRY SIOL..SOMEMORE CONTIUNE TEACH ME WOOO SO HAPPY!!!!BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW'S TRAINING SESSION HOPE BETTER THAN TODAY!!!MATANE~~

Eating Day!

2009-02-27T10:30:00.000+08:00

OMG today went home from school.. Wa Liew intending to bathe first than meet with friends end up YiTing called me to come down now..I wanted to eat Korean chicken hot pot...Instead ate McDonalds....Made me stomach PAIN..wa liew wa liew~~~...Gimme a break...By the way.Tomorrow no need to bring anything to school just bring yourself wa sei so nice lor~~..Tomorrow also got table tennis so late come back HAIZ!!!!Well well.......Mission Day dont know what that is.....So ate and talk and ate and talk...So many i got left out so sad!!!....Aiyoyoyoyo....They go in popular then go out again..Somemore when i whine YiTing asked me not to whine.....How can i not whine...So bored felt sleepy.....Not wakie.......Haiz....Anyways let get out of this conversation and wait for a new day~..

2009-02-22T18:03:00.000+08:00

BOY!!Isnt this cat cute??Taken like very long time ago...I touched it you know.. Well Well...Today went to practise dance..So dam tired till almost out of breath plus need to stand straight and all the TIRING things....Somemore i never bring water bottle dont know drink what~.Bear lor...Haiz...Went to audi play play awhile....Saw MIL0 went to say hi lor(is bang).....Lols Done my homework and all lerhs.....Hmm tomorrow copying my notes and finishing my homework...Then CHIONG audi maybe not chiong lar go play play lor~~~.........Just say happo tires crazt blahblahblah~~~~~Wanna watch back yugioh..OMG LOR yugi is so shuai..~~I meant his hair style..So perfect i wonder how they cosplay for his hair....So many layers,colours and patterns.....Well maybe tomorrow Abiyous

Tired Sia~

2009-02-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

Im hurting myself...Smiling on the outside for people around me to be happy..

Lols today dam dam dam tired and hot....Went back to school played table tennis.....No fans on..So hot and stuffy......But i played quite well and im taking an interest in table tennis....A lot of interest...Weird thing today is...I go in audi.Felt that x-MIL0-x hated me....Alot the aura and the feeling from the bottom of my heart is so scary.......Haiz......Today also i laughed too much till i crazy.....Just hope my dar can download complete for audition....Miss his audi character and him too^^.......ArchTianShi.....Come back~

Weird Day!!!

2009-02-21T11:54:00.000+08:00

Ponies/Unicorns are just too maginificent to miss out as favourite^^.

Smexy huh>? Today was a fun day!!I maybe take an interest in table tennis lerhs!!Woah lor today was sian but not today only...cause table tennis starts at 2.30pm every friday but fridays we go home at 12.30pm...Wait for 2Hours then start~_~"=="..It was kinda fun though....Played splat,cat and mouse and alot of stuffs that i dont know..But very interesting 1...Then got 1 game we have to call name....I was the whacker...They call names i dont know 1 Then i dont know who to whack....Was so tired......Like omg who who who who who...>>>???..Still thinking i WILL take a liking to table tennis.The seniors was also very funny and helpful...Very FRIENDLY...REALLY!!!The coach like so young wa sei!!!!Aiya...Went home at 5.50pm or around there....Lols tomorrow also have sia~~9.30am-12.30pm....Should be quite interesting~~...Then hor just now went to buy bat...So cheap sia 2 bats and 3ball ball(ping pong ball)....Hiaz looking forward to tomorrow!!!!!

Sianz....New-Day!

2009-02-20T09:42:00.000+08:00

Elements of the Anime Katekyo Hitman Reborn=
Sky,Thunder,Storm,Rain,Cloud,Mist,Sun.

Sawada Tsunayoshi,Sky Guardian,10thBoss,沢田綱吉/ツナ

Lambo,Thunder Guardian,ランボ

Gokudera Hayato,Storm Guardian,獄寺隼人,スモーキン・ボム隼人

Yamamoto Takeshi,Rain Guardian,山本武

Hibari Kyoya,Cloud Guardian,雲雀恭弥

Rokudo Mukuro,Mist Guardian,六道骸

Sasagawa Ryohei,Sun Guardian,笹川了平

I wonder if i should have created a new blog..I meant..Well i dont know what i meant.Just felt fustrated....Tomorrow COMMON TEST ENDS!!WOAH 1happy thing..the sad thing is tomorrow we 12.30pm can go home lerhs But.....All sec1 need to stay back for first day CCA...So lan~~..Wished tomorrow CCA havent start.....Today was like my english teacher said to me,"You finally had some laughter....Most of the time you aren't interested with group work but now you are laughing." or something like that..And ya that is true.....I hadnt laughed even when my friends think the story she gave us is funny i couldnt bring myself to laugh out loud...It really helped me brighten my spirit.....That all for today...Gotta pack my bag and get ready for tomorrow's school day....Should be exciting.See ya!!